I Was Blind, But Now I See

A man in silhouette stands at the threshold of a dark stone alleyway, his face illuminated by a narrow beam of golden light.

It was autumn in Jerusalem. The air hung with the scent of fruit and dust, and every alley pulsed with a kind of festive fatigue. The Feast of Tabernacles had just ended—eight days of joy, of memory, of tents and torches and ritual laughter. They came from every corner of the land, trailing children and animals and stories. They came to remember the wilderness, the cloud by day, the fire by night, the bread that fell from heaven. They came to rejoice.

But under the singing, something darker hummed. Not everyone was rejoicing.

Jesus had been teaching.

His name passed in whispers behind pulled curtains and guarded glances. The temple was tense. The authorities had already tried to arrest him—sent officers to silence him. But they came back with nothing but awe: “No man ever spoke like this man.”

He was unmanageable. Undeniable. Dangerous.

And then, in the middle of that tension, he said it.

“Before Abraham was, I am.”

Not a metaphor. Not a parable. A declaration. He didn’t claim to precede Abraham. He claimed to precede time. He took the name spoken from the burning bush and wrapped it in flesh.

The temple floor erupted. Stones were lifted. But somehow, he walked away.

Down the temple steps. Past the fury. Past the stones. Past the system.

And as he passed by, he saw him.

A man. Forgotten by the world. Blind from birth. A fixture of pity and superstition. Someone people avoided or used as a theological talking point. “Who sinned—this man or his parents?”

Jesus doesn’t answer their question. He lifts it to something higher: “This happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him.”

Then, with deliberate slowness—mud from spit and dirt, hands smeared with the very ground he made—he anoints the man’s eyes.

“Go wash in the pool of Siloam.”

No promise. Just a quiet command.

And the man obeys.

He finds the steps. Stumbles down them. Kneels by the water. Touches his face. And as the mud slides away, the world explodes into color.

His first sight is light.

Trees. Faces. Water dripping down his chin. The sky.

He blinks. He breathes. He begins again.

The Day the World Opened

He walks back home—not guided, but guiding himself. People stare. Some say it’s not him. Others say it can’t be. “He was born blind,” they whisper. “Maybe it’s someone who looks like him.”

But he speaks. “I am he.”

The man who woke in darkness is now standing in sunlight. And not everyone is happy.

The Pharisees call him in. They want facts. They want cracks in the story. They want him to flinch.

He doesn’t.

“One thing I do know: that though I was blind, now I see.”

That sentence should’ve ended the debate. But truth, when it doesn’t fit our systems, becomes a threat. So they press harder. They call his parents. They question his character. They question Christ.

And still, the man stands.

At first, he called Jesus a man. Then a prophet. Then someone to be followed. Then someone from God. And then—when Jesus found him again—someone to be worshiped.

It’s not just his eyes that are healing. His soul is waking up.

He sees Jesus.

Not as a healer. Not as a prophet. But as the Son of God.

He says, “Lord, I believe.” And he bows low.

The Miracle Beneath the Miracle

Two healings happen that day.

The first is visible: flesh and bone learning how to see.

The second is hidden: a soul discovering its Maker.

It is a greater thing to see Christ than to see the world. The eyes were opened, yes. But it was his heart that learned to see truth.

This man—born in darkness—walked into light. And he did it in a single day.

That is the hope of the gospel. You can wake up thinking Jesus is a footnote in history—and fall asleep having knelt before him in worship.

You can walk to church blind—and walk away seeing.

Suffering Without Blame

The disciples asked what we all ask: “Whose fault is this?”

It’s the question we ask at funerals. At hospital beds. When life breaks. We look for someone to blame.

But Jesus doesn’t traffic in blame. He works in beauty. This man’s blindness wasn’t punishment. It was a platform. A stage on which the power of God would dance in full view.

Pain does not always come to punish. Sometimes it comes to display.

Ask anyone whose body has failed them but whose faith has burned brighter for it. They’ll tell you: God makes masterpieces in pain. And the world sees them and wonders.

The Courage of the Healed

Healing did not bring peace. It brought conflict.

The man is dragged before scholars and scribes. The most powerful religious minds of the day try to break him down.

But he holds his ground.

Why? Because he has seen.

And once you’ve seen, you can’t pretend you haven’t.

Their theology is polished. His is raw. But it’s true.

They say, “Give glory to God. We know this man is a sinner.”

He replies, “Whether he is a sinner I do not know. One thing I do know—that I was blind, and now I see.”

It is a sledgehammer wrapped in a whisper.

And they can’t take it.

They insult him. They cast him out. He loses the synagogue. He loses community. He loses the only religious system he’s ever known.

But then Jesus finds him again.

Always, Jesus finds the ones who get cast out.

The Seeing Who Cannot See

The chapter ends not with celebration, but with warning.

The Pharisees—the ones who claimed to see—are the truly blind.

They had the Scriptures, the robes, the rituals. But they could not recognize the Word made flesh. They saw the miracle and still rejected the man who made it.

Why?

Because if Jesus is right, then they are wrong.

And if they admit that, their whole lives must change.

So they say, “We see.”

And Jesus replies, “Because you say, ‘We see,’ your guilt remains.”

The most dangerous blindness is self-assured. It reads theology books. It posts online. It builds platforms. But it cannot kneel.

The Witness That Cannot Be Silenced

This man—the former beggar, the blind outcast—became the sermon. His healed eyes were proof. His clarity cut through every layer of religious fog.

And that’s the hope for you and me.

Because the simplest believer, with a changed life and a clear voice, is more than a match for the loudest lie.

They can’t argue with resurrection.

They can’t un-heal the healed.

And when the world throws you out, when religion turns cold, when friends grow quiet—Jesus draws near. And his voice rings louder than the rest.

“Do you believe in the Son of God?”

Yes, Lord.

I see you now.


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